This just doesnt feel real. Tishea and I have been close for a long while now. She was one of the six people in my life that I considered a FRIEND. Sure we all have more than six people in our lives, but as far a true, honest, got your back FRIENDS...she was one of THEM. I was glad that I got to spend time with her, first in ICU, then at the nursing home where we sat outside and fed the squirrels and talked about how fat they were. Then I was honored to be by her side as she left this world...praying for her the entire time. I dont know that I will be able to watch SoA this year...That was our thing. Dinner once a week to watch the show... I wont pretend to grieve more than her immediate family, but I have lost a true FRIEND. I love you girl. I already miss you and the thought of you not being here with us makes me unbelievably sad. Now you can rest in peace Tishea. xoxo ~Amy Jo